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random thought!

Just a random thought...

Do guys actually find gurls who act dumb and perpetually baby talk, bat their eye lids cute? Is it that i am a girl that i get irritated with all this or guys do too?
I havent really understood the psychy of people who actually "find playing dumb cool" or think that they'd impress someone playing dumb...

There have always been a gang of gigly girls be it in school, college or in classes...who have been doing it... I still am not used to it... ;)

Talkin about acting dumb in general... guys do it too dont they?
Its macho to pretend not to know stuff... its "kewl" if you have to take a retest ain it? "i'd rather play football than study for exams, or do my homework even!!!

just a random thought... don take offence! :P

Losers!

Something that happened today got me thinking again... I am not sure i know the entire story, i am not even sure if it is as big as i think it to be...

Have you ever felt why some people could never mind there own business? Just so that they are not caught on the wrong foot they just seem to be looking for opportunities to find and point out flaws or faults in others...you know to save their own skin? Funny thing they SUCCEED!
Its like idle gossip gives them kicks...Only a 100 other people actually feel like kicking them in person! lol!

I am actually thinking of ways to get even ... it will definitely be quite a breakthrough discovery or whatever! any ideas?

Look inside you!

"ज़र्रे ज़र्रे में उसी का नूर है
झाँक खुद में वो न तुझसे दूर है
इश्क है उससे तो सबसे इश्क कर
इस इबादत का यही दस्तूर है
इस में उस में और उस में है वोही
यार मेरा हर तरफ भरपूर है "

In every speck, is his light…Inside you, is his presence so bright. If you love him love everyone around you…for he is there in everyone…

I have been haunted by this topic ever since I saw Delhi 6, but an article about this young college student actually evoked me to organise my thoughts. DELHI 6, a movie not liked by most and not understood by others. I do not intend to say try or prove I am smarter than those 100 people who did not like the movie, but i do hold a point of view and would like to share it.

An NRI who has come to India probably for the first time sees immense love and the engulfing hatred in a very short period during his stay in Delhi. He sees people living together, helping each other siding with each other through thick and thin. People from different religion who have for generations felt a sense of togetherness and how a little thing changes their perspective ever so drastically pushing them to a stage where this fight against the so called black monkey becomes a fight for religion. Something that created a divide so wide between them that no one could cross.

It is also a story about young Muslim jalebiwala who is in fact a hanuman bhakt. About two brothers who hate each other so much that they partition their house into two and yet cannot keep away from each other when they see pain and about their younger sister who is probably still unmarried because neither of the brothers is ready to shed so much money for her wedding; then there is "Jalebi" the pretty lower caste women who every man secretly wants to sleep with and yet condemns her presence publicly, heights of hypocrisy. The poor " gober" everyone thinks is ever so dumb but in fact turns out to be smarter than most and my favourite the "fakir" who had just one message to give a message i cant get off my mind….


Beautiful isn't it? The crazy fakir everyone would rather make fun of let alone listen to... had so much to say. With a mirror in his hand, he said so much... more than any man would in a lifetime.

Life is to cherish. It is more meaningful than to make it into a war of “egos”. I ask you why then there is hardly any love left in people? Wars, battles, terrorism... when it happens it is talked about and all over the news… However, people forget... a few months and all is forgotten. People get back to living their lives like they never cared and like nothing happened, ever! Arushi murder case, Priyadarshini Mattu, and the more recent the terrorist attack in Mumbai.

Let’s just talk about Rang de Basanti… what was the moral of the story? Go kill your defence minister? At least that is what most people made it out into…

Coming back to the news paper article that got me thinking i mentioned in the beginning? A young medical college student was ragged to death... A cute looking boy whose looks probably became the primary reason for his death, but his good looks cannot possibly be an excuse...Doesn’t it sound outrageous boy who goes to a medical college with a dream of saving lives is killed?

I do not know if there is something called an after life or reincarnation. As far as I know you have to pay your sins right here in this mortal world!

How people become what they become, have you ever thought about it? I do not think there is any reason attached to it, only one thing i have to say regarding all this and a lot more... we become what we want to be and what, we make of ourselves...


मन से जो रावन निकाले राम उसके मन में है... The choice is yours.
Look inside you!

sometimes

sometimes when sometimes
i have so much to tell...
when life's so happy and i have odles to shell...
when i have everythin i want
when the skies are as bright as can be...
when things just seem to be going my way!

i look around and see this someone standin there in the corner
waiting for everyone else to get out of the way
and yet they seem the happiest for me
and their eyes seem to twinkle and cheeks flushed with glow..
all for me..

tht someone is you..:)

sometimes just sometimes...
when the tears trickle down my eyes like they wouldn ever stop
when the sky is so dark and the lightning seems to find its way right through my heart
when i seem to think i'm worth nothin
when i wish to smile again and it just refuses to touch my own heart..

i look around to find a dark empty room...
and find someone holdin my hand and sayin its alright
someone just understands without me sayin whts wrong,,,
someone just waits me to finish whining and patiently listens to every word i say...
the look in the eye sayin m there to talk ur pains on me..
don worry we'll get through this one too

tht someone is you...
thanks for being there
thanks for caring
thanks for all the love
i wish to be there for u too someday!

it will be your day...

sitting by the window
staring at the stars
thinking to myself
talkin to the moon...

i dont know what i feel
i dont know what to do
i aint acquainted to my heart
and i dont know how to get through

life's a dirt puddle
a lot on my mind
every stone a hurdle
every flower... a thorn a pine...

then a voice within tells me
"dont worry you'll be fine
this isn't gonna stay
someone will take you further
the world will make way,
the time will be yours
abd it will be your day!"

if...

if i were a kite
i'd fly so high
to catch the sight of you sitting by
if i were a fish
i'd dive so deep
to see your smile so bright
if i were the moon in a cloudy sky
i'd tear them apart
i'd fight the light
to be with you all day and night...
this momement and that
there is no turning back
i'd live for you
without you i'd die...